so i was just singing in my room by myself where no one could hear, and i was singing really badly because i just ate enchiladas, and i was thinking about how God loves when we worship him and how even when we sound like dying turkeys, when were worshiping with a sincere heart, its more beautiful than mariah carey singing about her bod. but i know for me when im worshiping at church i automatically judge people on stage how they sound or what theyre wearing or if they just messed something up, but it seriously shouldnt be like that at all. first of all worship isnt about who's on stage but about God. hence all the lyrics are about who God is. and if all were thinking about is how the worship leader sounds or looks or even how good they are, weve turned something thats supposed to be about God into something thats about people just like us. if when we worship were thinking about anything but God, then that hasnt turned it into not worshiping but worshiping something else, like the worship leader, or the drummer, or the person singing next to us, or even ourselves. im just writing this because i struggle with this, but lets make worship about who its supposed to be about, God! ive found worship being more enjoyable when youre actually thinking about God and not about everyone around you. so im gonna try my hardest to make worship about God and not about me and not about anyone else. you can keep me accountable on this if youd like.